darkest fear

I think I just accidentally read my first New Adult book?  I ended the previous sentence with a question mark because I’m still unsure how to categorize Cate Tiernan’s Darkest Fear, the start of her new Birthright series.  It is a shapeshifter (paranormal) fantasy with a protagonist who is in that liminal time between high school and college. Usually I’d say that means it’s YA, but most of the other characters are older than the protagonist.  So.  I think I may have read a New Adult paranormal.  And… it was addictive reading.

darkest fear by cate tiernan book cover
Vivi’s animal instincts are her legacy—and maybe her downfall—in this start to a romantic fantasy series that will appeal to fans of The Nine Lives of Chloe King.

Vivi has known the truth about her family—and herself—since she was thirteen. But that doesn’t mean she’s accepted it. Being Haguari isn’t something she feels she’ll ever accept. How can she feel like anything but a freak knowing that it’s in her genes to turn into a jaguar?

Now eighteen, Vivi’s ready to break away from the traditions of her heritage. But all of that changes with the shocking, devastating deaths of her parents and the mysteries left behind. Vivi discovers family she never even knew she had, and a life open with possibility. New friends, new loyalties, and even romance all lay ahead—but so do dangers unlike anything Vivi ever could have imagined.

Vivi (short for Viviana) was perfectly happy being the normal, beloved daughter of a Brazilian immigrant couple on the Florida coast.  But she’s not.  Normal, that is.  Vivi is a Haguari, a member of a group of shapeshifters who turn into jaguars.  And she’s been dead set on denying that heritage from age thirteen onward.  When a terrifying attack occurs on her 18th birthday, Vivi can’t hide from what she is any longer.  Worse, she’s alone in facing the world.  In the aftermath, Vivi discovers a family connection she didn’t know about, and she takes a chance on a new life and new friends.  However, danger seems to be following her wherever she goes…

Darkest Fear was up on the Simon Pulse website as a free read this week (in case you were wondering how to hook me on a book I’ve never heard of before).  I started reading the first chapter on the strength of the words ‘shifter fantasy romance,’ and the cover art, which is pretty sweet.  From the beginning I felt like I was being towed into the story (and I went willingly!).  Tiernan is deft at writing strong emotion, and her portrayal of a scared, lonely and lost Vivi making a new life and dealing with the unknown was more than a touch mesmerizing.

That said, I experienced reader’s remorse upon finishing the book.  It’s packed with emotion throughout, yes.  However, the pace and action pick up in the second half, and by then it was too late for some of the details and world-building I wanted or for wrapping up certain plotlines.  *cough*WHAT WAS THAT ROMANCE*cough*  Actually, I have a bone to pick with the word ‘romance’ in connection with this book.  The actions/emotions having to do with the supposed romantic entanglement(s) never approached healthy, romantic, or even coherent.  I get that it’s the first in a series and the author can’t tip her hand on everything right away, but as a reader I have issues being supportive of or even excited about reading the continuation of that (whatever it was) in the next installment.

Actually, all of my confusion has to do with the second half of the book, and in particular the final episode.  Tiernan placed a completely different kind of action-movie-plot in the middle of what was a slow-moving but intense story of a girl finding herself and making peace with her heritage.  I didn’t stop reading, but I did expect an answer or two as to why that happened, and where the story would go in the future.  Unfortunately, nothing materialized.  I have reading whiplash in the worst way.

In all, Darkest Fear is an emotionally intense take on shifter mythology and tradition, but it suffers from uneven plotting and pacing and a weak/unfortunate romantic plotline.  I may try skimming book two to see if answers crop up, or I may not!

Recommended for: fans of paranormal fantasy and New Adult set in the South, and those who can’t keep their hands to themselves around shifter romance books.

Fine Print: I read a copy of this book for free on the Simon Pulse website.

waiting on wednesday (72)

Today I’m participating in "Waiting On" Wednesday, a weekly event hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine. Its purpose is to spotlight upcoming book releases that we’re eagerly anticipating.

I'm trying, contemporary young adult (romance), I really am.  I want to start liking you as a genre again, so I'm going to read more of you in 2014.  I started off with Jennifer E. Smith's This Is What Happy Looks Like.  It didn't wow me, but I'll give the author another shot.  There's good news, though!  There's (at least) one contemporary YA book I'm unequivocally excited for this year: Claire LaZebnik’s The Last Best Kiss.  LaZebnik writes young adult retellings of Austen books, and I loved Epic Fail, her take on Pride and Prejudice.  The Last Best Kiss is based on Persuasion, which is one of my favorite books ever.  I. CAN'T. WAIT.  It will be released by HarperTeen on April 22, 2014.

the last best kiss by claire lazebnik book cover
Anna Eliot is tired of worrying about what other people think. After all, that was how she lost the only guy she ever really liked, Finn Westbrook.

Now, three years after she broke his heart, the one who got away is back in her life.

All Anna wants is a chance to relive their last kiss again (and again and again). But Finn obviously hasn’t forgotten how she treated him, and he’s made it clear he has no interest in having anything to do with her.

Anna keeps trying to persuade herself that she doesn’t care about Finn either, but even though they’ve both changed since they first met, deep down she knows he’s the guy for her. Now if only she can get him to believe that, too....

With her signature wit and expertly authentic teen voice, Claire LaZebnik (the author of fan favorites Epic Fail and The Trouble with Flirting) once again breathes new life into a perennially popular love story. Fans of Polly Shulman, Maureen Johnson, and, of course, Jane Austen will love this irresistibly funny and romantic tale of first loves and second chances.

What books are you waiting on?

this is what happy looks like

I’ve been in a self-proclaimed contemporary reading slump for what feels like AGES.  In fact, it has been 13 months (my last contemporary YA read was Marni Bates’ Decked with Holly, which I actively disliked).  BUT.  Jennifer E. Smith gets the most gorgeous book covers, and I pay attention to the Amazon Kindle deals each day.  Her famous-boy-meets-ordinary-girl romance This Is What Happy Looks Like was on sale earlier this month, so I bought a copy to read ‘someday.’  That day turned out to be last Thursday night.

this is what happy looks like by jennifer e. smith book cover
When teenage movie star Graham Larkin accidentally sends small town girl Ellie O'Neill an email about his pet pig, the two seventeen-year-olds strike up a witty and unforgettable correspondence, discussing everything under the sun, except for their names or backgrounds. 

Then Graham finds out that Ellie's Maine hometown is the perfect location for his latest film, and he decides to take their relationship from online to in-person. But can a star as famous as Graham really start a relationship with an ordinary girl like Ellie? And why does Ellie want to avoid the media's spotlight at all costs?

When two strangers accidentally end up in an email conversation about a pet pig named Wilbur, it’s serendipity for both parties.  Graham Larkin is an increasingly lonely film star on the edge of the big time.  Ellie O’Neill is a small-town girl with family secrets and a bright, impossible future.  When their relationship goes from virtual to in-person in a day, they’ll both need to reach outside of their comfort zones to discover if something this impractical can work in real life.

It’s been bitterly cold here in DC over the past couple of weeks, and I felt the need for a summery read.  This Is What Happy Looks Like is just that – a beach read with a little bit of depth, a lot of cute, set on the coast during the summer months.  Ellie is the daughter of a single mother, she's working in an ice cream shop, and she’s into poetry. Graham is a well-adjusted young film star (the most far-fetched part of the plot?!) who doesn’t know where he’s going yet, but he’s miles away from the person his parents want him to be.  They’re both endearing characters, and they both need something.  Smith just never convinced me that what they needed was each other, especially on such short acquaintance.

A portion of the trouble may be laid at the door of insufficient flirting.  I wanted to like the characters together, and I expected to swoon at their chemistry.  Unfortunately, the book is so brief that flirting (both in email message and in person) is given short shrift.  Smith hasn’t written a dawning romance so much as a novel about a girl and her mother negotiating life.  In summer.  In Maine.  With a cute boy on the side.

What I’m trying to say is that although it tried, This Is What Happy Looks Like didn’t have the emotional depth of Unbreak My Heart, or the swoon of a great romance.  Instead, it had more than a bit of wish fulfillment, a silly setup, and a pet pig that only makes appearances in conversation, not in person.  I whiled away a couple of hours with the book, but I was not as charmed as I hoped I’d be.  Maybe next time.

Recommended for fans of Rachel Hawthorne's Snowed In, Emily Franklin and Brendan Halpin's Jenna & Jonah’s Fauxmance and Claire LaZebnik’s Epic Fail, and those who like light contemporary romances.

top ten things on my reading wishlist

Tuesday, January 21, 2014 | | 13 comments
Top Ten Tuesday is a meme hosted by The Broke and the Bookish, where we all get to exercise our OCD tendencies and come up with bookish lists.  If you’d like to play along, check out this post.

top ten tuesday

I didn’t think I’d be able to come up with a list of ten things for a ‘reading wishlist.’ I didn't know I had this many preferences tucked away in my brain! But as I sat typing up this post, staring at my new bookshelves and all of my favorites arranged by author and shelf, things started bubbling up.  Lots of science fiction, apparently (and YA sci-fi at that!).  Fantasy, of course.  Retellings and standalones welcome.  If you have any suggestions of already-published books that fit my specifications, by all means mention them in the comments!  I wouldn't want to 'go without' out of ignorance...

Top Ten Things on My Reading Wishlist

1. Regency- and Edwardian-era historical fantasy romance – Patricia C. Wrede’s Mairelon duology and Mary Robinette Kowal’s Shades of Milk and Honey are perfect examples of what I’d love more of.  I’d swoon over it, I swear!

2. Funny, whimsical fantasy for kids, bonus points for parallel universes and worlds – Diana Wynne Jones wrote really hilarious (and not just slapstick or sarcastic) characters who had a habit of being in the wrong/right place at the wrong/right time.  I want the next DWJ, please.

3. Sci-fi retellings of Rilla of InglesideLittle Women and A Girl of the Limberlost – Okay, so this is a ridiculously specific request, but hear me out.  I’ve been lucky enough to read sci-fi versions of The Scarlet PimpernelPersuasion and Jane Eyre.  Why shouldn’t the rest of my favorite classics be retold in amazing sci-fi fashion as well?  I mean, WHY NOT?  I’d read the heck out of those books.

4. Young adult science fiction that really gets into the psyche of the characters – Ender’s Game succeeds in part because almost every reader can find bits of themselves in Ender or Valentine.  I want to see more complex, mind game-y sci-fi for the YA crowd.

5. Fantasy that incorporates Roman mythology – I’ve seen a lot of Greek mythology-influenced fantasy, and recently a nice upsurge of Norse mythology as well (Tessa Gratton’s The Lost Sun, anyone?).  Bring on the Romans next (but no gladiators, kthxbye)!

6. City-centric middle grade fantasy, but not set in New York or London – I don’t know if this request will make sense to anyone but me. ChangelingSo You Want to Be a Wizard, and other fantasies for the younger crowd feature adventures through a particular city, complete with landmarks and famous museums, almost to the point that the urban environment becomes a character on its own.  I want more of that, but I’d like a break from New York and London.  Please!

7. Standalone YA fantasy and sci-fi WITHOUT romantic plotlines – The fact that I can’t think of a book that meets this criteria off the top of my head is… unacceptable.

8. More standalone YA fantasy and sci-fi, period – So over series right now.

9. More Harry Potter? – I know it's basically a pipe dream, but it's MY pipe dream.

10. Surprises – This sounds silly, but I want more twists, more unexpected deaths (did I even just type that?!) and more... original plotlines.  Kill your darlings, authors!

Would any of these ‘wishes’ make your list?  If not, what would?
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